My friend from Torun went and we had an amazing time together! One thing that I can be angry about is that I don't know any place here where one can spend a night without going to the wild party.
So when we actually did go to the city center we spent 40 minutes going around and thinking where to enter. Then we spent a lovely evening drinking mulled wine in a cozy restaurant named Domo or something like that I really don't remember and it doesn't matter now.
We laughed a lot and had a really fantastic time without thinking about work or university life. It was so wonderful!
On the other hand, there's that one little thing that bothers me a lot. I have a small passion, maybe it isn't the thing that I would die for but I love doing it and it makes me soooo happy. Unfortunately, every single time that I do it I feel like a sucker (sorry for that but it is the best word that comes to my mind now).
As a result, it makes me feel down that I am just not able to be as good as I always wanted and I can't enjoy that anymore maybe it is an embarrassment or other crapy feeling but it is awful. Do you know that feeling? that you fancy doing something, just like it, but you are not good at and you try and tray persistently but later on just knock it off? Why sometimes we can't just switch it off and continue, just enjoying it no matter who or what?
I wish it could change one day.
Well, I am quite happy about my weekend so I leave you now because my Spanish lesson is about to start
See ya!
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